hug you tite . muahh*

AKU MENCINTAI MU jua . my only one . ur just the only one i have to sharing something , I LOVE YOU ='(
happy 1 year 5 months :)
heartbeat. ade lagu untuk awak . ni lagu yg termain skrg di blog ni . peluk cium dari orang jauh . dunt leave me .

zero.0

Assalamualaikum readers.

hurmm..mlm ni...and sebelum2 ni, hmm..aku hnya mampu mngeluh je la .. sbb aku takthu..badan , hati rasa lemah sangat...sbb hmm asyik gaduh ngn dea..hmmm..ntahlah ..aku dah la kat tempat li..aku bila gaduh je.sume keje aku tak buat..lepas tu kena marah ngn bos.ngn staf lain..hmm..pastu dorang msti ada tggapan negative kat aku..tapi..aku nk wat cmna...hmm kang bile tak berhubung..lagi jiwa kacau...jap lg tgh housekeeping pun menangis2..dah saatu lg masalah..hmm apa la nk buat..hari2 gaduh..aku tension , aku xblh fokus kje..tensionnn...hmm dahla kt PVBR tu mcm2 kje...pnat..mslh dgn staf n bos lagi..hmm kdang2 aq pk perlu ke aku gaduh setiap hari , malam2...hmm i dun think so...tapi hmm why everyone didn understnd me , just amek tahu yg sy jauh . tolong jaga haty sy walaw camana pon haty nih tapi kau tak boleh bertoleransi ..bila aku bgtw , kau bgtw yg ini tak adil...hm tapi aku tknak gaduh...aku penat....aku hnya nak kau yang macam DULU.. hm.
mngkin boo dah penat lali dgr and tahu syg nanges and sakit kan bie,,tpi skitnye...semakin byk kali gaduh smkin sakit yg tk terhingga..terasa btul ditusuk.. hnya mmpu mngeluh...minta maaf ok. hari ni mood sy down and saya taknak esok berulang kembali ckupla kali ni hati  ni sakit. minta maaf semua . ='(
now its my turn to apology to evryone. its so hurt . and sgt lemah tk berdaya nk bekta apa2. hum . nk  relax pon xblh sbb smkin aku type smkin skiit..hmm..
wassalam.

** minta maaf sbb ketidak sempurnaan sy .

dun want to leave

Asalamualaikum, hai guys...sy baru lepas habis kemas barang.. 1 beg baju kje and baju harian, 1 beg ksut, 1 beg bantal, slimut , bubu sume...1 beg mekap and beg kje...huhu...for 6 month...and im going to miss my love..masa hug dia , i knew she's felt very bad ..hurm i try not to nanges depan dia..dlm haty ku, aku tahu..aku akan mningglkn dunia aku yg dulu dan cuba berpijak pada tnah..after jer l.i..dia pon akan balk ke johor...and aku akn teruskan stdy..and lepas ni kehidupan kami akan berubah...hurm...i hope its not...
then mase kemas beg tuh sayu ajer tgk bubu tu...huk4....after dat i'll cry. i will gonna these things. hurm . i want be at home pliz ? no i cant cuz i dun hve any chance . but its ok . sy akan cuba bertahan selgay boleh . koran doakan kejayaan aku tau! hurm :(
esok gerak dr pangkor pkul 8 pg...tido smlmn baru daftar masuk ...
bye2..kalau aku ada masa...aku akn updte.
wassalam..

Hampa Hatyku ;(

Assalamualaikum readers..
*sorry mata bngkak ..xdpt thn nanes masa solat tuh..tuh yg tulis penuh emosi ni.
*YTS = YangTerSayang

today nak say few things dat horrible for me and some nice too..
aarini...sy kua pi kolej ngan ariz naik bus jer..smpay ajer , pg amek result..guess what ? i xdapat dekan pon. hahah. i got , 2 A- , 1 B+ , alhamdulillah...pointer pon naik lg...untuk pointer sem ni , dapat..3.59..untuk pointer keseluruhan, 3.39..so lagi skit nk dlt 3.5 above..insyaallah...huhu..betul, tak tipu..sy tak hebat pon..haha..and with my target , xnak C,,termakbul..thanx YaAllah.. :') yes, im happy with my self. just with myself... no one will happy for me except me and my late parents... hmm.. nak share kgembiraan pon ade ajer masalah..tadi gado dgn YTS..hurm dr semalam lah sebenarnya...dia kata sy nie tduh dia bukan2,,,sy ni xfhm dia..sy yg sakitkan haty sndri...hurm betapa sakitnyee haty sy bila dia bgtaw mcmtu...yela..mane taknya...tadi dah on skype..dia blh pulak nk wat muke..sy nak bgtaw macam2 bnde termasuk kaki sy yg terseliuh nih...last2..sy tak jumpa dia esok..i decide it sbb dia pon bkn nk jmpe saya...bile on aje skype tuh..muka dia mcm nak xnak ajer.dia kate sikit2 dia yg slh...bkn sy nk cari kesalahn dia, tapi sy just nak happy n berbaik...dah bnde tuh awk yg nk kan...betullahtu kan . hurm ok la im really soryyy... hurm nak kongsi kgembiraan sikit pon xboleh , hmm my kak long just tnyer ajer result sy...tak ada wish pon , im realy reallyyyy sad... ;(
just nak share a few things with YTS tp semua lain spt apa yang dijngakakn....hmm stop jup pasl YTS,,
ok guys...knal x ex MAA ? xknl bce balek post lame...ade pulokk dia suruh sy delete post sy tntg dia...and dia add i just semata2 nak suruh delte..memg x lah kannn...dia kata rasa xselese la apela...dia suruh delete jgk..eh eh...ini blog sy..so sape2 pon blh bce pasl kisah hidup sy...ok gurllss???sape surh dia wujud dlm hidup MAA..sy bkn buruk2 kn psl dia ponngg...kan suda...sakeenah xde plk nk bising kan dulu..haishh papejela xmatured lgsg...
dah habis tntg dia...nih nk gtaw esok ade taklimat pasal LI lg pkul 9 , so sis hntr la,,blk mcm bese nek bus..esk jgk tahu tmpt l.i..huhuhu....hm xtaw lg esk nk blk perdana or tak...haty tgh berduka...erm k. nk reht2 jap sbb tghari td (mase tgh tggu bas) migrainn sgtt...pale peningg...hmm pray for me supye sehat ok. ilyou all...mmuahhx..jga dri...

muke sedih..huwmmm sbb xdpt kongsi kegembiraan...huk3 :'(

Its really the new mentally and physically me !

Assalamualaikum,

wuuhuu..hello guys. so on this morning...im not doing anythng just cleaned up my blog.. you knew..i mean my "OLd" me...yeah..sort of...so this is me . the new siti nurain. i hope u guys fhm knp i pernh free hair once whn im in sem2.. yeah bodo sgt2. and im quite ashamed of myself guys..hmm..i really hope dat all my college buddies would delete my old free hair butch pic. urghh ugly and full of sins...Ya Allah...hurm...so i will not doing it again..insyaallah ..^_^

im happy with myself now...and sdang memperbaiki diri ni sebanyak yang mungkin untuk mnjadi yg terbaik dan di kasihi Allah...so pray for me k guys...wassalam :)

envy.grudge

hurm dahlama saya perhatykan awak. dah lama saya cemburukan awak. i just wanna try you. untuk permainkan haty you..sbb you just an evil cute face. huh! apa yang awak buat kat my miyaa..i will not forgive you. and i tak boleh terima sbb you pernah wat mcm tuh. what the...kat wall fb , kat blog kaw, kau ckp org mudh xpercye kan kau..org mudh bnci kau..hahhh...tengoklah..bpe byk perempuan yg baik2 kau dh tingglkn ! playG ! grrr
tp kebenarannya hanya aku ,miyaa dan permpuan2 yg ko tinggalkan je tahu siapa kau sebenrnya ! im TOTALLY dislike you . and please lah. i yakin one day i blh knekan you. hahahha !

dr : EVIL princess @_@ . im the one who will pay what you did to her, my love one !

Johor ♥♥

hyehye again , so i akan cuty lame maybe 1 bln lbh...so blh la update blog byk2 kalau ada cite best lah kan..hihi
so guys im back from Johor weh. stayed 9 days at her house. wewiit ♥ jumpa OUR mak & abah yg treat me like their own daughtr. syg hargai sgt2 selama ape yg b wat kat syg.

so ape lagi i mmg betul2 spend time lah with her. fuhh lega . aik knp ? sbb i blh tawu la ape yg sbnrnye die wat kalau dia bl ikjhor...skrg bru i faham..hihi. imissyu boo.hm tp ni ha br je geram ngn dia ske2 aty je nk kua ngn kawan dia g mid..mmbazir wit je ngn kawan2...grrr tapi takpe. kali ni je taw boo. len kali tak boleh . sbb syg dah chop ! hihi

baby, walaupun byk kli kite gduh u always mngalah...im sory dgn my disaster attitude ;(

but i'll try ubah sebaik mungkin for our relations k bby . muahhx .. saranghae. ♥

♥ sweet kan pix ni boo ♥

flood . exam postponed =(

assalam~
hye peeps , so im back from perdana , baru pas wat 1 paper [room division management] mase 20 hb tuh..then there supposed be my last paper yestrday [ work ethic ] but ! ade flood plak kan..memg xmrh..huhu
but its okey itu sume dugaan .. i have to accept this . exam postponed on this saturday..so ada mase lagi nak bace ,, i mean ulang balik ape yg i dah revise..huk2..papepon enjoy cuty 2 months yaww !

tgk la aida tuh , dah kne bnjir pun blh suke...
aku dah la tnsion xdpt jwb exm..hihi

no.plat spe la ni kan...

sian staf kolej.. huhu

banjir kan? tak percaya lagi? hihi

naseb aku tak jatuh semlm..huhuhuk

wuwuuwuu

Assalamualaikum,
hye guys.
so today on the 7th ary rayer..sy dah mule rasa tak sehat..now dah kul 2lebih in the morning but stil tak ngantuk beselah i kan ske minum nescafe..wuwu..
and today semua org kua sane sini. my kak long pg jhor hntar myniece,noni...myboo ikut abah dia pegy hntar adik dia...and hp dia pon btry low...aku pon sorang2 lah...hmm bosan and feeling unwell..
khamis ni ade klas, so balik hari rabu ke shah alam, then mybe jumaat,aku blek puncak alam semula...then going to boo's housee!!mmuahxx..mish you.misy wanna hugs you lahhh!! grrr
bercuty smbil stdy sbb 21hb ni i ade exam ok...duk ruma boo smpy 19hb..hihi...rendu nan abah..nanty mst abah perli2 syg lg kan boo? eii xsuke xsuke.smpy syg majuk taoo. hihi
tapi takpe asalkan dpt jumpe boo...aku hari2 wat bnde same jea..on due2 fb aku, fb myboo..tagged..u tube...lagu...msk,mkn,kmas uma tido,,,solat tak lupe jgk ^_^
grr pnatlah...tgu ie nak call nie.wuwu .k die dh call !tata.muuahxx

setelah sekian lama :]

Assalamualaikum kawan2.
okay setelah sekian lama saya ni ,tak meng update ini blog...huhu
so, ade sikit perkara yang korang MUNGKIN nk tawu an an. hihi

1. saya nak pegy praktikal !! 27 november until 7april 2011
2. berat sy bertambah ok !.huahua
3. saya semakin pendek ,. ok fine
4. raya thn ni cuty panjang. kpd kawan2 ku, october til november, sy cuty sebulan, so blh la hang out ! wuwuwuw :-*
5. hubungan saya dan dia semakin baik dan berubah ke arah kebaikan, tempoh perkenalan til today, 1year 2months and 10 day. huhu :') aluuu
6. and, im not the old SITI NURAIN yg blh berfikiran terlalu jauh dan hanya memikirkan hal dunia.wee

so spt biase. pic raya for diz year pliz !!! hihi

jgn kutuk2 dpn taw. kutuk blkg takpe :p

ok diam jgn kutk depan2 taw ! pndek n gmuk an.? i knew2 !

ashu n noni ku ! muahhx

thn ni , yg ade, juz 3 of my sibs..yg len~~~

shhhhhhhhh...xnk dgr ! k ckup! tp lawa x jubah i ? hihi

smileeee :]

happy but sad =] / =[

Assalamualaikumm...ape khabaqq...harini mud saye happy plus sedihh...
yg happy nye dapat result shor sems, ALHAMDULILLAH,my result,
busnes comm dapat B+ 
front office dapat A . ngee . 
happy for my selff sbb doa2 tamaw ade C... yeyyy ^_^ 
TAPI........... Y_Y
im so , very2 sad...sbb my family.....mcm tak happy jeee....
ape salah sayee..bkn nk wat ape2 pon...juz nak response je dr die...hurmm ;( ;(
sangat sedihhhhhhhhhh......... T_T
dapat result ok pon mcm tak gune. xde sape understnd me. ;(

nebes!! ;(

assalamualaikum :)

So ryte now im very nerves !! sebab . . .this sems gile tough , ade restoran operasi . (sepatotnye amek subjct ni after practical ) tapi nak wat cmne~~ amek jela...dah ni yang di tawarkan. swasta mmg cmni kot =.='
and nerves jgk nak dapat result sem3 (shortsem) akhir bulan ni!! ohh gosh..business com sumpa susa. tanak ade capital ***R . oh jauhi!!
so im waiting.....
result sems 1 : 1A 3B [3.16]
result sems 2 : 1A 4B [3.37]
result sems 3 : [short sem] : STILL WAITING. . .(2 subject unknown)
                       [long sem] : im taking ryte now. . .(3 subject,one of them are the tough one!!)

****capital R = repeat~~~~~~~~~

i love to posting pictures and picturesess!!

otw to k.selangor

aida and the paddy field's ;p

melantoooon..!

mase photoshoot day

arizzz & me

the model's [ tambahan jerrr] hoho

hola~ !

hyehye 0_0 !

lame gile xupdte blog taww ! rendu sgtsgt...

erm so as usual , this june , masuk new sem 3 [long sems]

and dah berbaek dgn boo sy , sy syg dea , sy rendu dea tiap hary , ^_^

erm aritu dea datang jumpe sy , spend time fer 4 days sampay dea xpergy class, huhu soe boo , naseb hun pegy class , tp ptg tak pg pun sbb nk spend time b4 dea balek , mmuaahx..soe jugak sbb hun, boo xsmpat siapkan report,project tu , im sorry tawtaw. today awak ade exam , so good luck okey ! 

erm about kawan sy tu , sy mmg nk jmpe awk tp sy belum bersedia , harap awk faham. ;(

ermmm ape2 pon , sem ni ade kitchen ,yeah ! and service jugak , subject sem ni spatotnye diambel pas practcl , tapi tataw nape kiteorg amek dulu....dala mcm tough jea... ;(

tp tape insyaallah, sy akan cube selagy ramai kawan2 ,org yg disygi membntu dan sentiasa berada dgn sy , i will and i can do it ! :D cehh,

see ya! 

mase pegy maen bowling ^_^

dea ni berat jugakkk..... :p

mase pg kuala selangor , ngn syima aida, have fun , byk sgt experience....

ok what do you think.? ;(

dah kate dah... mmg dah agak dah...mst dpt pnye..tgk mse org tgah bz stdy bru nk bg....uwaaa...mmg nk pegy sgtsgtsgt! tp.............. cmne ni....3 days to think bout it.... ;(
excited but confused !help me please...nk pegy jugak!

saya . . .

• saked
• penat
• menyerah
• berserah
• hilang
• alone

lemah lagy .

hye friends ! ape kabar ? erm harini hari paling mengecewakan bagi saya , exam susa. kad bank block , and skali lagi ht sy hncur :)
ahh mls nk fikir....erm so saya cuti seminggu . . . yeyey...tapi mungkin cuty lebih kot sbb im away from my kolej . xpercaya? trust me. :)
assalamualaikum.

****boleh saya jadi diri saya esok ? boleh tak ? hurm , saya tak tahu . saya nak bagi barang je kat awak . . saya harap saya okay  :)

sakit (2)

hye :)
today was an unexpecting day fer me ,  haha
harini pergi class pukul 10. and blajar 2 chapter bout front office , tapi , satu pun tak masuk .
haha. kenape eik ? ohh sebab saya nangis lah kat class masa tuh . jiwa pun kacaw.melayang je fikir kan benda lain . kalau dah habis madu , sepah dibuang lah . macam saya ni . dia dah taknak kat sepah ni sebab dia dah ada madu yang baru untuk jaga diri dia . saya tak kesah pun . saya maafkan dia . mungkin pengalaman bersama dia selama 8 bulan lebih ini membuat saya lebih bersabar. awak doakan saya supaya dapat bf dgn cepat? hehe. thank you taw , tapi kalau hati dah terluka , memang susah nak melupakan .
haish kenapalah lepas lupekan orang tu , saya kena melupakan awak pulak . saya penat la asyik macam ni.
rasa macam patung / barang yang dipijak2 selepas dah taknak guna lagi . apa fungsi aku dalam hidup korang ekk? meaningless . it was so pathetic for me , kalaulah dia faham perasaan aku , kalaulah dia boleh menjaga hati aku nie .kalaulah dia boleh menyayangi aku seperti yg aku mahu kan . hmm
tapi awak kate , awak syg sy mcm nyawa awak sendri . ? betulke ape yg awak ckp tu serupa dlm hati awak?
sy pun taktawu , tp klau betullah , awak takkan tinggalkan and buat kputusan mcm tu ,
thank you AQ , whatever it is, saya akan sentiasa doakan awak heppy dgn si dia . always :)
dun worry bout me if u really think bout me , im always okey . cuma nak mengambil masa nak ubat hati ni :')
sakit . sangat sakit . hanya tuhan je tahu apa dalam hati nie . tak perlu di kongsikan . kau dan aku je tahu cerita sebenarnya . barang awak nanty tolong datang amek , saya taknak buang . tolong yeaa , assalamualaikum. :')

aww ?

  today im at puncakalam , AGAIN .
and im the chef of the day ! haha .. but unfortunately , all the food too salty to be eaten . huhu
and maybe my kak long beli kat luar ajela . atau dia masak lagi . hehe
saya tolong masak sebab sis pegy KUMON pulak . so aku and aisya di ruma . erghh bosanbosan .
aisya tengah berangan , aku ? online games and download music lahh as usual =.=
erm tapi aku ada cite menarik , 1 awesome and 1awful news , hukhuk !

 pada hari rabu , saya pergy office SCA sbb nak add subject , tapi credit hour aku tak cukup nak ditambahkan . so , xpayahlah . Untuk confirmkan , kerani kat situ , mintak ID num aku ,
dan memang takpayah pun add, tapi dalam masa yang same , aku TERnampak result sem 2 aku , guess ,what i got ?
hmm let it keep a secret , i will show it to u once i got the slip ,tp aku sedih sbb my ELA , got B?? hmm
awfulll !! it just a dream for me to get A in english , my fav subject :(
im just pray to get A's but . . . it just not enough to me . but its okey , im still happy for my CGPA , :)
tunggu jelah kalau nak tawu my result ! tata

***rinduu beby , xsabar nk jumpe ahad nie >.<

my little niece ^_^

hyepp..!
today saye nak upload video jea . 2 video .
lambat upload , sorry .
and sorry sbb tak rotate !! huhu

1. aisya nynyi HB songs tuk ashu ^_^
2.aica nyanyi lagu kat tadika die tu :p

jum tgkk!!               1.] ( muke cam dipakse , ahha )

                                   2.] comel :p [ wlwpn die ckp like lalallala~ ]

reminds you . . .

When i heard all these songs , i will be thinking of you beby :')
 [*** klik kat lagu tu kalau nk dengar]

• baik-baik sayang - WALI
• betapa aku mencintaimu - VAGETOZ
• tak kan pisah - EREN
• only exception - PARAMORE
• can you hear me - LEE SEUNG CHUL
• my all - MARIAH CAREY

kalau awak dengar lagu nie , ingat saya taww :')

aww, and im so down right now . awak . . , datang sekarang ! i need hug :(

do you hear me baby ?

assalamualaikum ;)


And that was the day that i was promise , i never sing of love if it does not exist ,
but darling you are THE ONLY EXCEPTION . . .
yesterday , i am the winner in my  home , because im still awake while they was in a sweet dream :)
and I , can't sleep till 0730 AM :) it was great dude, and i was sick of it ! and suddenly i feel light headed , stumbling and unstable , what shud i do ? im shivering , but why ? i din have fever , but my heart was sick ? why ? because for 7months 3weeks & 2days it will become 'day 1'[starting  today]
 for us to starting a new life :)
this are memories , this are experience for us to get a better life , it will give us stoutness , 
I DO LOVE YOU. . . and it will not dissipates . forever . love will never fade . our love .
im here will aid you , myself , for our own good sayang ,
i hope you understand and working together to get what you want , what we want , okay sayang ?
we make it slowly,step by step . i can understands you if you do it so . :)
dont cry , be strong okay , as you said , our feeling are loaned by ALLAH , ryte boo ?
dont think negative on me, i really mean it . 
this is what you want , i accept it and im on my way to believing . . . :')

SNA & ?

matured than the nineteens ,am i ?

Assalamualaikum guys , selamat 1224 pagy [ 17march2011 ]

Ehemehem , happy birthday to me , happy birhtday to me ,

 happy birthday to me , happy birthday to ME , ;)

saya menjadi lebih matang dari umur saya ,

 target saya je , but am i ? haha -.-'

So, on march 13 , saya keluaq dengan my booboo lahh >.<

biebie,thank tau sudi teman hunny <3 ummuahhx ,thanx sebab menjadi lebih 

comelcomel sangat pd birthday i , huuu,saranghae~

Thanx fer da moist choc cake from secretrecipe , 

memang sy teringin pon nk mkn , yummy >.<

makan samesame lagi sedap ,soo shweet,,awak terbaik boo !

Nomei tak bungebunge tuh ? 

saya suke sangat tapi saya segan nak mintak booboo sy , 

tp die belikan jugakk >.< huu~

actually hun terkilan sbb xdpt beli cincin tuh ,

whatever it is , i will get it ! :D

sampay kite gadogado kannz~hukhuk , tamaw gado lagi ,penat lahh boo ~

[padahal sitinurain yg keras haty :p]

And i spend lots of time with you sayang , 

so otw balik ke puncak alam ,

 tgk picc tuh [aku n aica , haha]

penattt~ sbb tanam sayur kat belakang rumah :D

tadelah sbb sy pon taktaw sbb ape , nk kate tak ckup

tido asyik tydo jea -.-"

Pada sepetang yang memenatkan itu , ergh puncak alam phase 3 , telah ade
 a cases bout
dengue , haish semua kene kuar dr ruma,
ade org nk fogging ;(

tasuke bau die , sampay sekarang masih lagi pening , hukhuk . . . .
tapi dlm mase yg same , aku sempat lg "menyenap" pic dgn nonie :p
having a great time dis few days , inilah sy , yg xmatang , eh matang ! eh xkot , erm maybe next time sy jd matang :p  toodle~

                          **sory pic have to be deleted on purpose.

im FINE sayang :)

09march - 12march

assalamualaikum :)

So its my resting , relaxing , pemalasan day the whole week for a while , then masuk new sem , short sems ;)

sorry saya busy mengstudy lah uollz sbb mawu final , now i can spend time with you olzz :p

28 february til 09 march i attempt for my final exam , 

English Language Awareness - huhu, hopefully dapat A ^_^ [tanak mengharap]

Housekeeping - erm , not bad . biase2 aje .lalallala ~

Food & Sanitation - huhh ! i thought spot chapter 5 til 8 but ade chapter 4 !!! gosh!! T_T

Information Technology for Hospitality - erm apelagy , kua bulat2 . nak muntah tengok soalan [ lectrer punye ayat , hehe ]

Purchasing & Cost Control - yang ini subject paling gila ! aku hampir hilang sabar dan stress , almost cry !! but finally soalan dia taklah sesusah yang disangka , [ focus kot , haha gelibak ]

So, im very hoping get flying colours fer my result !! nak naikkn CGPA ! :(

baru sem 2 dah mcm ni , sabarsabar aen  ^_^

so balik la ruma sis as usual kat PUNCAKALAM =.="

happy dapat jumpe my niece'zzz . 

On 10th march , its norazlin birthday , my dearest sister's birthday ! err perlu ke sambut , ekau dah tuo lahh milahhh =p

Its okayy , as long i love you , as long you kept bullying me -.- , i tak kesah pon . huu ~

semalam , my bebyboo . . hahhh !! ni yg agk geram nie . i hate when her friends treat her badly , mF!! hmm i wish i could be there, i wish if i could protecting you baby , jangan risau , you can share it with me , tapi fikir2kan jugaklah mase untuk kita bermanja >.<

okay esok, kite jumpe kan , on my birthday ^_^ . rindu awak~~

ngee~ okay byebye [ shameshame]

ini picture yang tade kene mengene ngna entry yea :p

my feelings

salam . im at puncak alam , balik dari rawang , ruma sis iena
herm esok exam ELA , so , hope dapat buat lahh .
and im very dissapointed dgn MA sbb treat me cmni ,
 im not realy happy for what happen now , but hope u happy for doing this to me ,
ahh ! tenuk betul , sakit otak nak pikir kan !
papejela , hmm . dahla . i pissed off  with you !!! erghhh >.<
tak guna nak  berbahasa sopan lagi ,  " ape ? ape ? perlu ke i terhegeh2 nak msj u lagi ? "
THANX fer da bastard text from the S**** of you !
whatever it is , i shud stop thinking of you , kau nak pikir tntg aku kea ?haha
baik fikirkan my AQ , my FAMILY , my FRIENDS , ;)
assalamualaikum,

=)

haihai ;)
sorry lah sayangsayang i sangat busy lahh lately ;)
nak final dah weh , 28hb nie dah final dah ponn , study ?
macam bese lah last minute punye cite , kah3 . hope dapat full mark haha [perasan]
ermm aku ade dua bnde nak share ngn korang , i met him , who ? ala die la yang aku kerap nanges sbb die tuh , tapi aku tak salahkan die sepenuhnya pon,,nak tawu sape?MA la ~  nice guy laa . not bad . bolehlaa~ perli die tetap cam dulu , i takkesah tapi i memang ada gaduh pon ngan die , ermm sbb ape? perangay die la , bia aku simpan sendiri jela , huu~
yang kedua, i dapat ape yg i mau , my sis bought me my new purple h/phone ! suke bha ~ ^^
so dats all , :p
tgk skit pixca ^_^

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a great day :')

salam .
today was my presentation :') and i supposed present poem , but suddenly i was thinking about an exciting stories about my dearest friend :)
he is azwan zainal abidin , ehemehem speakingspeakang pulokk .
hurm and i wat a slideshow about our friendship . hurmm
mulemule mase present , serius aku xbersedia sebab buat last minute . tergagagp gugup aku present kat depan tu , hmm firstly , aku mmg dah tekad kat haty tanak nanges , tapi once "ALIF" said , "aien kau jgn nanges and wat cite sedih , pliz~" and i said , "nope aku xkan , [padahal dalam haty tu tunggu nak banjir jea ~] "
and bermulalah ,, hello assalamualaikum , im siti nurain . . . .today i want to share you sumthing that very special in my heart , in your heart, in our hearts. . . . [ and suddenly im crying :'( ] he is azwan zainal abidin .
[ dan aku meneruskan cerita ku ] thank you i hope you will enjoy myslideshow [ belasah aje ! ]

Dengan lagu talking to the moon , [ my fav song !!] , diorang menghayati [ maybe] and dengan tiba-tiba seorang demi seorang menangis , YA ALLAH , aku tidak berniat untuk membuat sesiapa sedih pada hari ini , syima , alif ,amierul , alfi , hajar , aieda , hariz tibe-tibe pandang ke arahku dan menunjukkan wajah yang sayu , i hate this moment ! knp aku perlu rapat dengan azwan ? tapi mengenali insan yang baik itu membuatkan hidup aku ceria sentiasa dengan gelak tawanya :')
Azwan , thanks. i will always supporting you , =)
then , lepas eng presntation , ade i.t clas . . . huhu blajar mic excel best la jugak , mase tengahtengah blajar tuh , wan datang kat lab , okey ~~~ aku tahan sebak , aku senyum jea , aku lari kat depan , tibetibe die yang seperti biase suka duduk kat sebelah aku tuh , datang sebelah aku and senyum , ouhh :')
aku ckp , "dahla~xpyh nak senyum2 nie , " . hukhuk ,
Aida and Syima tibatiba menangis kat meja belakang , okey , aku diam jea . then aku lari pegy tmpat aida , tak dapat tahan sedih . and crying sampay sir tgk  and pelik , die tnye kenape, kiteorg kate susa sangat nak jawab soalan nie . huhu
then pas clas i.t wan ajak lepak kat sajaz~
aida kene cepat sebab ade latihan tarian and persembahan malam nanty , so aida gerak awal and nangis lagi . uwaaa . 2 , 3 hari nie kiteorg kerap nanges . aida kate , die nanges sebab salu xnk lyn wan duludulu , aku yang kononkonon scandal ngn wan nie jugaklah yang kene melayan perangay die yang mnje ngn budakbudak tuh :') . . . then snapping pix  before balik . . .aku ade bagi sumthing kat azwan dari aku , alif, syima and amirul. aku nampak mata azwan berkaca shj , i knew die tanak tunjuk sedih die kat kitorg [ spt yang die kate kat im chat di fb semalam , :) . kawan yang baik ,. thats him .
 okeoke dahdah habishabis cite sedih ni ye  :')

Dan selepas tuh , petang tuh ade persembahan tarian dr mmber aku , aida  and hariz.wahh kelass gituu ! aku pon mai jugak la , gerak punye la awal , 6.30 .. padahal strt kul 8.00 mlm . huhu
aku yang kebulur , ajak syima and lynn~ g makan kat ali =p
pastu si syima mule la cite " hmm teringat azwan gadogado ngan kaw ," and im start crying back !!! ;'(
hukhuk . dahla tuh  ain oit . huwaaa . okeoke . hmmmm
 pastu tgklah tarian sampay kul 11 mlm . bestbest gak lah :)
nak tengok fragment tolong 18 hb nie !! sangat best dan menakutkan ~ T_T
 erm pixca dorang tadelagy lah . t aku masukkan k . huhu
ade pixx aku ngn wan before die pindah je =)
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uhhh , T_T

salam ,
uhh .. T_T !! todayy , class cancelled saatsaat akhir , hmm bagus sangatlah tuh , dahlah tak cukup tydo malam tadi , nak tutup mata jea , terfikir sumthing . and again and again . sampai lah kul 6 pagy aku baru boleh tido .
then aku pegy jugak kolej today sebab ada mentor mentee . lau x , mmg malas pegy , aku sangat la pening . nak makan pun tade selera ;(
sangat busy !! nak buat video untuk present english esok .
aigoo~ ;(
azwan nak pindah  .. im so sad , :(   azwan !! i will be missing you , sedihnye tady mase jumpe , saje nak suruh aku , syima and aida menangis depan kau kan ? huwaa .
jangan lah pindah ~~ hmmm
nak pergy membusykan diri jap [ wat video] . lagypun harini im free from texting and calling anyone !! yeahh :D
best tak bile tengah on call tibetibe letak mcm tu jea ? okeoke , aku tawu , memang best kan ? haha
dah , diam lah ! juz tak payah pikir bende tu yea aien , die bukan fikirkan kau pon , so better kau wat keje kau yang tak seberapa tuh , [baiklah , =.="]
daadaadaa  =( hmmmm..

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hmm today im so sad ='(

meliuqq ~

salam all readers .
today i nak balek S.A suda .
final nak dekat ! study pon tak lagy ! tapi tape , siti nurain boleh melakukannya ;) [gelibak]
hurmm , hopefully dapat lah pindah ruma diz march . tasuke stay situ . erhh !
esok satu class saje tapi nak pi hafal my prstation ,
hurm harap2 saya tidak menitiskan air mata sbb cerita itu mungkin mmbuatkn i menangis , uwaa T_T
teringin pulak nak makan big apple donuts!! uwaaa . gile arr. balek sane mau pi beli ! nak jugak nakjugak ! huu~
so , nak pi kemas barang and bersiap2 . pye2 my chingu !!

really want it ! T_T

hehappy & gegumbira !

lalalaa~ hyehye . hee

today saya bangun pukul 1000 pagi , saya tak kesah kene bebel dengan dorang sebab saya happy . saya tak kesah kene perli sebab bangun lambat dengan dorang sebab saya gumbirra ^_^
saya happyhappy . sebab . . . . hee ~
btw , happy saya makin menambah sebab dapat bercakap dengan my boo walaupun asyik putus jea . line mcm . . . . !! huhuk. saya happy sebab saya akan dapat beli *** yang saya nak tuh !! nak tawu tak ape die? tunggu la lepas i dapat beli dulu , nanty i tunjuk tawtaw :p
soo kesudahannya , saya belum makan lagy , my sis kua sebab ada kenduri kawen meninggalkan saya dan noni dan mengharapkan bakal chef ni untuk masak for lunch ! ZZzzzz -___-
hee~ tapi tape im willing to do it . ikhlas nie ,[ikhlas ne leh gtaw tapir !]
so imm...happy lah..hee ~ daada ^_^

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bosan.dungu.boring.tenuk

hyee,,,haiyaa !
halini amat bosan ma ~ [at first]
soo..lepas lunch dengan nasi ayam homemade my lovely yang buat tuh,
i naik upstairs then mengeluh kejap , pastuh cakap kat kak long , ermmm , bosannye doh =.=
nak watpe nie . help meeee..!! T_T  [actually aku patot klua ngan noni tapy xdapat pegy atas sebab yang munasabah.sekian terima kasih.]
kak long said : hurmm....[sambil membaca novel dia yg membosankan tuh , ] pegy jogging nak ?
me : wwwwhhhhaattt..?! skang pukul bape ??
K.L : baru 5ptg...
me : tanak la !! lutut you kan baru je baik harituh , janganjangan !~~
[amrin and aisyah yang memula excited nak ikot , teruih merengek and tanak kawan ngan ashu dia]
K.L : haaaaaaa... pegy ruma kak IENA nak?
me : [berfikir sejenak] hurm okey2 !! nanty dapat makan sedapsedap! hee
K.L : makan je kaw ~~~ [ dia pun same jea ngan aku , kah3]

so kul 6 , kiteorang gerak and datang jumpe kak iena dan agak dapat menghilangkan bosan aku ini .
thank lahh sis lin !! iloveyoulah. walawpun aku tetap rase bosan lagi , aku dapat jugak jumpa aqiela ,mmuahhx.dapat jumpe anak kucing yang mata bulat,dapat snap pixca .hehe
nak tengok?aku tawu korang nak . =p

niela aqiela ;)

niela ashu aqiela . hehe

bulat kan mata die !! geram .
die suke gigit jari aku .heheh

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sleepy ohh T_T

Err, ngantukngantuk! semalam sy tydo kul 6pagy sebab nye. . . sy dah TER minum my fav nescafe :D
sooo saye pon tydo la selame dua jam , mate rabak lahh .haha
tak larat..lemau je nie,,
**ermm sorry boo sbb hun xrep text and answer ur calls.
sorry taw , nanty malam sy text awk k, sorry taww mylove.
ermm sangat lah berdebar !! selasa, 8/11/2011 saya akan pegy spelling competition and in the same time , i kene present fer subject english language awareness ! no idea , macam nak wat bedtime story jea . aha
hope dapat la i lakukan duedue tuh ! pray for me kawankawan !! thank you

siti nurain dislike when people who

• bad mouthing to others especially the one who we close to
• too show off
• never be grateful that they have what others don't
• loves yelling all around ! uhh =.='
• using their own friend for her/him pleasure . bas***d !
• mad at sumone without a reason , im a human .so please do treat me nicely , think wisely lahh dol .
• proud him/herself for their arrogants statement .heyy,watchout dude !

Urm , for the time being , dats all ~

perfect two - AUBURN . aww

sorry panjang sangat la pulak.but i enjoy this song !! 


[Verse 1:] 
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly 
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly 
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate 
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date 

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick 
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split 
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin' 
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin' 

[B-Sec:] 
Don't know if I could ever be 
Without you cause boy you complete me 
And in time I know that we'll both see 
That we're all we need 

Cause you're the apple to my pie 
You're the straw to my berry 
You're the smoke to my high 
And you're the one I wanna marry 

[Hook:] 
Cause your the one for me for me (for me) 
And I'm the one for you for you (for you) 
You take the both of us of us (of us) 
And we're the perfect two 

We're the perfect two 
We're the perfect two 
Baby me and you 
We're the perfect two 

[Verse 2:] 
You can be the prince and I can be your princess 
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist 
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces 
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages 

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser 
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper 
You can be as cold as the winter weather 
But I don't care as long as we're together 

[B-Sec:] 
Don't know if I could ever be 
Without you cause boy you complete me 

[Hook:] 
Cause your the one for me for me (for me) 
And I'm the one for you for you (for you) 
You take the both of us of us (of us) 
And we're the perfect two 

We're the perfect two 
We're the perfect two 
Baby me and you 
We're the perfect two 

[Bridge:] 
You know that I'll never doubt ya 
And you know that I think about ya 
And you know I can't live without ya 

I love the way that you smile 
And maybe in just a while 
I can see me walk down the aisle 

[B-Sec 1/2:] 
Cause you're the apple to my pie 
You're the straw to my berry 
You're the smoke to my high 
And you're the one I wanna marry 

airmata

sakit

terluka

hancur

punah

berkecai

bilalah hal nie nak selesai kan ?

atau memang takkan ponn.

yang kamu xhabes2 ego 

yang mereka xpernah memahami

yang si dia kerap risau tentangku

hmm macammana lah nak buat nie

tertekan betul, rasa macam nak demam lagy jea .

lemah satu badan . 

mungkin satu dapat menolong

cuma bila kamu dan mereka tidak berhubung lagi denganku :)

=)

hari ni saya melepak saja dirumah Puncak Alam ;)

bangun2, bersarapan , haha

tapy mandi lulu la kann..then online ler pe lagi , kehkeh ..

pastu tolong kaklong masak jap thn lunch and online and updating my blog XD

pastuh baring2 kua jap lepaklepak dgn aica and sis , tknak lepak lama sangat nanti kene buli , hee

pastuh masuk bilik and texting mylove ^_^ 

beby2 !! dah 6bulan laa rlations kite ..wink2..sukenye......

sangat suke la ! tak terhingga  , nakk jumpe ,,tapi kite dah janji takmaw jumpe for a month kan , huahua

so tunggu pas syg habis final okeoke . iLOVEyou bbyboo!!

hmm malam ini balek perdana weh , isnin nak anta semua assgnment group, wat presntation english ari selase , then settle !! bayangkan aku jadi pembaca berita weh .wakakka...lawakk kot . muke aku blurr + nerd gyle.O_O. iurwww

hopefully dengan muke yang sebegitu aku dapat fullmark..hehe

ckp pasal marks,,semua rsult midterm aku dpt B ! okeyy fine~~huhuhu ,so utk final kne wat tol2 la nie .zzzzzzzzzzz~ -_-"

ermmm ape lagy ekk? haa tujelah setakat nie.thanx sebab sudi membaca ;)

pye2 yaww !! 

At this time ,

Hello guys ! salam

hmm im so so sorry cuz din update ma blog 

for a long long period of time ,

 im so so busy ma . . hehe

btw ! how bout ma new look of ma blog ? krazie huh? hehe 

yeah i love it fuckin' damn mucha !!

so lets be my follower and do add me at myfacebook and tumblr okay2 , 

winkwink *_*

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pecahotakweh :D

0438 A.M
hye3...aku dah tension gile vavi nie, sakit kepala weh , da ar tak cukup tido, lapar pulokk,,,
ni semua gara-gara assignment purchasing, pecah otak , erghhh... pale aku dah berat gile dah nie,
tapi xnantok dah mnum o.t whitecoffee td, pergh rase mcm nk lg je skang , tapi air 100plus je dpt teman aku . uwaaa... bile nak siap nih , ari jumaat nak anta, wish me supaya pat siap yea, aku tinggal nak kire harga[bende yg muak nk kire],tapi perlukan mase yg lebih , 
contoh, 2sudu gula =  RM ?? , makkaw ar, lectrr bkn nk ajaq ,X(
saket haty ,, hmmm....tanak tido slagy tak siap , and skaly lagy aku tak p clas IT, im sorry sir,huhu



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im happy but i don't

-03jAn2011-
 you,
im happy before this,but i realy don't when you put all the blame on me .
yeah,it was my fault, but its not all my fault .
im sorry cause being so jealousy to you and her .
im sorry because im not the old me.
im sorry because not trusting you nor to myself.
im sorry because always makes problem with you my dear ,
i will be happy if i knew this before , but it doesn't matter anymore.
please save me for our happiness ;(

happy,unhappy

hye guys ,
so .. happy new year 2011 !
azam baru anda ? me? err, later okay .HOHO
im going 19 ! yeah . 
haha . im still busy with my studies laa, nak beronggeng macam duludulu pon susah -.-"
btw , take a look at my new pageprofile ! cool ryte ? haha
seharian aku wat bende nih , sakit otak weh , tapy finally ..saye boleh rilex 
and assignment ! satu2 nye lagy tak siap about price comparison ! help meee...
dahla nak kena anta 07hbjan nie . gile arr. ohh tuhan , nape la malas sangat nih , dah cari menu tapi nk pegy banding harga alahai ~ hope cepat la aku siapkan . aiyak ! [ tula wat bende mengarut, keje yang lebih penting diabaikan]

psssttt..! : jangan jadi macam saya .<------budak pemalas .