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Sunday, February 27, 2011

my feelings

salam . im at puncak alam , balik dari rawang , ruma sis iena
herm esok exam ELA , so , hope dapat buat lahh .
and im very dissapointed dgn MA sbb treat me cmni ,
 im not realy happy for what happen now , but hope u happy for doing this to me ,
ahh ! tenuk betul , sakit otak nak pikir kan !
papejela , hmm . dahla . i pissed off  with you !!! erghhh >.<
tak guna nak  berbahasa sopan lagi ,  " ape ? ape ? perlu ke i terhegeh2 nak msj u lagi ? "
THANX fer da bastard text from the S**** of you !
whatever it is , i shud stop thinking of you , kau nak pikir tntg aku kea ?haha
baik fikirkan my AQ , my FAMILY , my FRIENDS , ;)
assalamualaikum,

Thursday, February 24, 2011

=)

haihai ;)
sorry lah sayangsayang i sangat busy lahh lately ;)
nak final dah weh , 28hb nie dah final dah ponn , study ?
macam bese lah last minute punye cite , kah3 . hope dapat full mark haha [perasan]
ermm aku ade dua bnde nak share ngn korang , i met him , who ? ala die la yang aku kerap nanges sbb die tuh , tapi aku tak salahkan die sepenuhnya pon,,nak tawu sape?MA la ~  nice guy laa . not bad . bolehlaa~ perli die tetap cam dulu , i takkesah tapi i memang ada gaduh pon ngan die , ermm sbb ape? perangay die la , bia aku simpan sendiri jela , huu~
yang kedua, i dapat ape yg i mau , my sis bought me my new purple h/phone ! suke bha ~ ^^
so dats all , :p
tgk skit pixca ^_^

**sory pic have to be deleted on purpose.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

a great day :')

salam .
today was my presentation :') and i supposed present poem , but suddenly i was thinking about an exciting stories about my dearest friend :)
he is azwan zainal abidin , ehemehem speakingspeakang pulokk .
hurm and i wat a slideshow about our friendship . hurmm
mulemule mase present , serius aku xbersedia sebab buat last minute . tergagagp gugup aku present kat depan tu , hmm firstly , aku mmg dah tekad kat haty tanak nanges , tapi once "ALIF" said , "aien kau jgn nanges and wat cite sedih , pliz~" and i said , "nope aku xkan , [padahal dalam haty tu tunggu nak banjir jea ~] "
and bermulalah ,, hello assalamualaikum , im siti nurain . . . .today i want to share you sumthing that very special in my heart , in your heart, in our hearts. . . . [ and suddenly im crying :'( ] he is azwan zainal abidin .
[ dan aku meneruskan cerita ku ] thank you i hope you will enjoy myslideshow [ belasah aje ! ]

Dengan lagu talking to the moon , [ my fav song !!] , diorang menghayati [ maybe] and dengan tiba-tiba seorang demi seorang menangis , YA ALLAH , aku tidak berniat untuk membuat sesiapa sedih pada hari ini , syima , alif ,amierul , alfi , hajar , aieda , hariz tibe-tibe pandang ke arahku dan menunjukkan wajah yang sayu , i hate this moment ! knp aku perlu rapat dengan azwan ? tapi mengenali insan yang baik itu membuatkan hidup aku ceria sentiasa dengan gelak tawanya :')
Azwan , thanks. i will always supporting you , =)
then , lepas eng presntation , ade i.t clas . . . huhu blajar mic excel best la jugak , mase tengahtengah blajar tuh , wan datang kat lab , okey ~~~ aku tahan sebak , aku senyum jea , aku lari kat depan , tibetibe die yang seperti biase suka duduk kat sebelah aku tuh , datang sebelah aku and senyum , ouhh :')
aku ckp , "dahla~xpyh nak senyum2 nie , " . hukhuk ,
Aida and Syima tibatiba menangis kat meja belakang , okey , aku diam jea . then aku lari pegy tmpat aida , tak dapat tahan sedih . and crying sampay sir tgk  and pelik , die tnye kenape, kiteorg kate susa sangat nak jawab soalan nie . huhu
then pas clas i.t wan ajak lepak kat sajaz~
aida kene cepat sebab ade latihan tarian and persembahan malam nanty , so aida gerak awal and nangis lagi . uwaaa . 2 , 3 hari nie kiteorg kerap nanges . aida kate , die nanges sebab salu xnk lyn wan duludulu , aku yang kononkonon scandal ngn wan nie jugaklah yang kene melayan perangay die yang mnje ngn budakbudak tuh :') . . . then snapping pix  before balik . . .aku ade bagi sumthing kat azwan dari aku , alif, syima and amirul. aku nampak mata azwan berkaca shj , i knew die tanak tunjuk sedih die kat kitorg [ spt yang die kate kat im chat di fb semalam , :) . kawan yang baik ,. thats him .
 okeoke dahdah habishabis cite sedih ni ye  :')

Dan selepas tuh , petang tuh ade persembahan tarian dr mmber aku , aida  and hariz.wahh kelass gituu ! aku pon mai jugak la , gerak punye la awal , 6.30 .. padahal strt kul 8.00 mlm . huhu
aku yang kebulur , ajak syima and lynn~ g makan kat ali =p
pastu si syima mule la cite " hmm teringat azwan gadogado ngan kaw ," and im start crying back !!! ;'(
hukhuk . dahla tuh  ain oit . huwaaa . okeoke . hmmmm
 pastu tgklah tarian sampay kul 11 mlm . bestbest gak lah :)
nak tengok fragment tolong 18 hb nie !! sangat best dan menakutkan ~ T_T
 erm pixca dorang tadelagy lah . t aku masukkan k . huhu
ade pixx aku ngn wan before die pindah je =)
**sory pic have to be deleted on purpose.


Monday, February 7, 2011

uhhh , T_T

salam ,
uhh .. T_T !! todayy , class cancelled saatsaat akhir , hmm bagus sangatlah tuh , dahlah tak cukup tydo malam tadi , nak tutup mata jea , terfikir sumthing . and again and again . sampai lah kul 6 pagy aku baru boleh tido .
then aku pegy jugak kolej today sebab ada mentor mentee . lau x , mmg malas pegy , aku sangat la pening . nak makan pun tade selera ;(
sangat busy !! nak buat video untuk present english esok .
aigoo~ ;(
azwan nak pindah  .. im so sad , :(   azwan !! i will be missing you , sedihnye tady mase jumpe , saje nak suruh aku , syima and aida menangis depan kau kan ? huwaa .
jangan lah pindah ~~ hmmm
nak pergy membusykan diri jap [ wat video] . lagypun harini im free from texting and calling anyone !! yeahh :D
best tak bile tengah on call tibetibe letak mcm tu jea ? okeoke , aku tawu , memang best kan ? haha
dah , diam lah ! juz tak payah pikir bende tu yea aien , die bukan fikirkan kau pon , so better kau wat keje kau yang tak seberapa tuh , [baiklah , =.="]
daadaadaa  =( hmmmm..

**sorry pictures have to be delete on purpose


hmm today im so sad ='(

Sunday, February 6, 2011

meliuqq ~

salam all readers .
today i nak balek S.A suda .
final nak dekat ! study pon tak lagy ! tapi tape , siti nurain boleh melakukannya ;) [gelibak]
hurmm , hopefully dapat lah pindah ruma diz march . tasuke stay situ . erhh !
esok satu class saje tapi nak pi hafal my prstation ,
hurm harap2 saya tidak menitiskan air mata sbb cerita itu mungkin mmbuatkn i menangis , uwaa T_T
teringin pulak nak makan big apple donuts!! uwaaa . gile arr. balek sane mau pi beli ! nak jugak nakjugak ! huu~
so , nak pi kemas barang and bersiap2 . pye2 my chingu !!

really want it ! T_T

Saturday, February 5, 2011

hehappy & gegumbira !

lalalaa~ hyehye . hee

today saya bangun pukul 1000 pagi , saya tak kesah kene bebel dengan dorang sebab saya happy . saya tak kesah kene perli sebab bangun lambat dengan dorang sebab saya gumbirra ^_^
saya happyhappy . sebab . . . . hee ~
btw , happy saya makin menambah sebab dapat bercakap dengan my boo walaupun asyik putus jea . line mcm . . . . !! huhuk. saya happy sebab saya akan dapat beli *** yang saya nak tuh !! nak tawu tak ape die? tunggu la lepas i dapat beli dulu , nanty i tunjuk tawtaw :p
soo kesudahannya , saya belum makan lagy , my sis kua sebab ada kenduri kawen meninggalkan saya dan noni dan mengharapkan bakal chef ni untuk masak for lunch ! ZZzzzz -___-
hee~ tapi tape im willing to do it . ikhlas nie ,[ikhlas ne leh gtaw tapir !]
so imm...happy lah..hee ~ daada ^_^

**sorry some pictures have to be delete on purpose



bosan.dungu.boring.tenuk

hyee,,,haiyaa !
halini amat bosan ma ~ [at first]
soo..lepas lunch dengan nasi ayam homemade my lovely yang buat tuh,
i naik upstairs then mengeluh kejap , pastuh cakap kat kak long , ermmm , bosannye doh =.=
nak watpe nie . help meeee..!! T_T  [actually aku patot klua ngan noni tapy xdapat pegy atas sebab yang munasabah.sekian terima kasih.]
kak long said : hurmm....[sambil membaca novel dia yg membosankan tuh , ] pegy jogging nak ?
me : wwwwhhhhaattt..?! skang pukul bape ??
K.L : baru 5ptg...
me : tanak la !! lutut you kan baru je baik harituh , janganjangan !~~
[amrin and aisyah yang memula excited nak ikot , teruih merengek and tanak kawan ngan ashu dia]
K.L : haaaaaaa... pegy ruma kak IENA nak?
me : [berfikir sejenak] hurm okey2 !! nanty dapat makan sedapsedap! hee
K.L : makan je kaw ~~~ [ dia pun same jea ngan aku , kah3]

so kul 6 , kiteorang gerak and datang jumpe kak iena dan agak dapat menghilangkan bosan aku ini .
thank lahh sis lin !! iloveyoulah. walawpun aku tetap rase bosan lagi , aku dapat jugak jumpa aqiela ,mmuahhx.dapat jumpe anak kucing yang mata bulat,dapat snap pixca .hehe
nak tengok?aku tawu korang nak . =p


niela aqiela ;)

niela ashu aqiela . hehe
bulat kan mata die !! geram .
die suke gigit jari aku .heheh

**sorry some pictures have to be delete on purpose


Thursday, February 3, 2011

sleepy ohh T_T




Err, ngantukngantuk! semalam sy tydo kul 6pagy sebab nye. . . sy dah TER minum my fav nescafe :D
sooo saye pon tydo la selame dua jam , mate rabak lahh .haha
tak larat..lemau je nie,,
**ermm sorry boo sbb hun xrep text and answer ur calls.
sorry taw , nanty malam sy text awk k, sorry taww mylove.
ermm sangat lah berdebar !! selasa, 8/11/2011 saya akan pegy spelling competition and in the same time , i kene present fer subject english language awareness ! no idea , macam nak wat bedtime story jea . aha
hope dapat la i lakukan duedue tuh ! pray for me kawankawan !! thank you

siti nurain dislike when people who

  • bad mouthing to others especially the one who we close to
  • too show off
  • never be grateful that they have what others don't
  • loves yelling all around ! uhh =.='
  • using their own friend for her/him pleasure . bas***d !
  • mad at sumone without a reason , im a human .so please do treat me nicely , think wisely lahh dol .
  • proud him/herself for their arrogants statement .heyy,watchout dude !




Urm , for the time being , dats all ~



perfect two - AUBURN . aww

sorry panjang sangat la pulak.but i enjoy this song !! 


[Verse 1:] 
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly 
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly 
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate 
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date 

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick 
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split 
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin' 
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin' 

[B-Sec:] 
Don't know if I could ever be 
Without you cause boy you complete me 
And in time I know that we'll both see 
That we're all we need 

Cause you're the apple to my pie 
You're the straw to my berry 
You're the smoke to my high 
And you're the one I wanna marry 

[Hook:] 
Cause your the one for me for me (for me) 
And I'm the one for you for you (for you) 
You take the both of us of us (of us) 
And we're the perfect two 

We're the perfect two 
We're the perfect two 
Baby me and you 
We're the perfect two 

[Verse 2:] 
You can be the prince and I can be your princess 
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist 
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces 
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages 

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser 
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper 
You can be as cold as the winter weather 
But I don't care as long as we're together 

[B-Sec:] 
Don't know if I could ever be 
Without you cause boy you complete me 

[Hook:] 
Cause your the one for me for me (for me) 
And I'm the one for you for you (for you) 
You take the both of us of us (of us) 
And we're the perfect two 

We're the perfect two 
We're the perfect two 
Baby me and you 
We're the perfect two 

[Bridge:] 
You know that I'll never doubt ya 
And you know that I think about ya 
And you know I can't live without ya 

I love the way that you smile 
And maybe in just a while 
I can see me walk down the aisle 

[B-Sec 1/2:] 
Cause you're the apple to my pie 
You're the straw to my berry 
You're the smoke to my high 
And you're the one I wanna marry